Come Back ... Be Here

            I still remember the first time we've met. It was 6:00 in the afternoon. It was not that dark but the streetlights were already on. It’s a crowded place. It has the busiest street. I can hear the people chattering, the honks of the cars and the sounds of engines around it. And I’m just there, thinking that that day will be just another normal day of my life. But you happened.

I was just sitting there when suddenly someone held my hand and when I looked who it was, I saw you. It’s like suddenly the world had stopped from moving. It was like we’re the only people on earth. I didn’t even know what I’m going to do or how will I react. And in just blink of an eye, you took it away, you stole it from me. I was shocked. I never knew that it can happen that fast. I still can’t believe that it actually happened, that a person like you exists. You’ve run away. And just like that.

 You never knew how hard I've cried for what you've done to me. You never knew how hurt I am that night. You don’t know how many times I've tried to find you. You never knew how often I go back to that place. You never knew how many times I hoped that I’ll see you again, that we’d met again. I just can’t move on.

It was just in my hand but you’re stronger than I am, I fought but you kept on pulling it until you won and suddenly the thing I love the most, the thing that I care the most, the thing that I depend on almost everything was gone. How could you do this to me? How dare you sukarap boy with sukarap fashion steal my phone? Why? Why am I so stupid for letting you take it away that easy? Why am I so weak? Why am I so coward? I must have chase after you. I must have punched you.  I maybe get my phone back.

 To my beloved phone, this is the only picture I had with you. We’re having a good time that moment. I miss being with you. I miss hanging out with you. I just missed you badly.  I’m sorry if I didn’t fight for you. I’m so sorry. Please. Come back … be here. To the person reading this. Yes. You xD I'm sorry for my epicness and foolishness and stupidity and yeah HAHAHA